OMG I FEEL LIKE SUCH A SKANK

Ok, so in this post where I was totally confused about how to feel because there was so much good and bit of bad that I was highly exaggerating because I'm really over all that boy anyway, I realized why it felt so lacking when I wrote it.

That list was not there in my head when I first started! Posting the trailer was! But not that list! Definitely not the list and the awful segue into ending the post because

THERE WAS A THIRD THING THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY THAT MADE ME FEEL AWESOME!

Oh yes, there was! But in my anxiousness to post the trailer and make sure everyone saw it, I completely forgot about the fact that I spent $300.80 that day.

Can you guess what it was for?

1. No, not my drug addiction. Jerk.

2. I almost wish it had been on macaroni-and-cheese because that meant I would now have 3000ish boxes of macaroni-and-cheese and would not have to resort to making a full meal out of cut-off-sides-S'mores-poptarts or wild grain Rice-a-Roni mixed with tuna because it's the last form of meat I own and could have a legitimate (to me, but not to any of my apartment mates) meal.

3. Yes, you got it.

Haha. You thought I wasn't going to tell you.

Jezli just called me a sense maker and that is what I am going to do for you right now.

Make sense of that awkward space.

I sent $300.80 on plane tickets to go see BETSY IN BOSTON! YAY!

I was very much happy about that on that day whenever it was that there were so many emotions flowing through me and that was going to be my point at the end where I was like "See, there are two good things and one bad things and that equals out to positive things." And then I was going to be like TRAILER!

BUT I FORGOT BETSY IN BOSTON. That sucks. I am an awful person. Please, Betsy, blame it on the fact that I was deeply immersed in the fact that I'm in love with Robert Pattinson and the fact that I don't always buy trips to go across the country as I have barely been outside of the great state of California so when looking back on the day I wouldn't really remember because I would be like "Normal, normal, normal, normal, TRAILER, normal, normal, BOYS CRUSHING MY SOUL, normal, normal" and BETSY IN BOSTON was just too much greatness for me to handle in one day.

Also, it makes sure you get your very own post.

Lucky you.

And so that is why OMG I FEEL LIKE SUCH A SKANK